I Hate How Often You Consume My Thoughts

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I think about you every day and I hate it

Ever since I met you, there was never a day that I didn’t think about you. Everything around me seems to remind me of you. Everything makes me miss you like crazy.
Every day, I think about your hugs.
Every day, I think about your kisses.
Every day, I think about your smile.

I think about you every day and I hate it.

I hate it because we’re not even a couple.
I hate it because we’re just friends.
I hate it because I don’t have the guts to ask you about “us”.

But even though I hate it, I still can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about how tight your hugs are, how sweet your kisses are, and how good looking you are when you smile.

I can’t stop. And I have no idea how to.