You can’t just point out some random person and look to them to make you happy. You need a spark. You need that silly grin plastered across your face whenever you think of their name or how you met. You need that rush comes whenever your phone pings and it’s them. You need to date someone who isn’t an afterthought.
Recognize that you don’t get to be a part of this happy ending. Own up to fact that it was your fault, and work through moving on.
True love is the moment your heart stops because you know it’s over and you wish you could’ve had more time to share the best of what’s in you.