When I Find Her, I Will Love Her The Way She Deserves

Alejandra Quiroz
Alejandra Quiroz

I’ve loved her when we first met, when we first held our hand and I still do. So I’m not going to change her, and I don’t want to. She appeared sweet and alluring in my eyes. I will love her at her worst, and if she feels like giving up on us I will still love and save her from drowning.

This is how I will love her.

I will always tell you that you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen. I will love you for months, years or even maybe a lifetime.

At the middle of the night I will kiss your forehead and tell you that you’re beautiful. I will dream of you on Sundays, on Mondays on everyday of the week.

I will travel 29.5 km just to eat pizza with you.

You will be the only person that I love to waste my time with.

I will comprehend everything you say even if I’m feeling weary. I will put random notes in your laptop before I go home, so I can express my feelings even if I’m not with you. I will love you even when you’re mad at me. I’ll let you put make up on me.

I’ll make sure that you’re not mad at me before we go home.

I will tell you that you’re perfect — that we are perfect for each other — even if I fuck up. I will tell you weird stories about my past, about the weather.

I will always fix our problems. I will commit myself to you.

I’ll buy you a pizza and fries ;)

I’ll listen to every song that you like.

I will apologize to you immediately if I made a mistake. I will take care of you.

I’ll bring you a stuffed toy so you can hug it when I’m not around. I will be always proud of you. You will always have me and I’ll always smile at you even if I’m in pain. I will always choose you. I will not stop dreaming about you and me.

I’ll take cute pictures of us.

I’m terrible at making letters but I’ll still write about us.

I will hold your hand so tight until you feel that it’s breaking your bones. I will bite your tongue so you won’t forget me when you leave me.

I will not say hurtful words towards you, It kills me when I see you unhappy. I will always read the books that you’ll give to me.

I will love you even if you’re 8,304 miles away from me, and I will always think of you. I will always love you, even if we’re not sharing our same dream.

I’ve pictured you 5 years from now and you’re still gorgeous. I am your artist, and you are my muse.

I will cry in front of you.

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