There is nothing wrong with getting help. Whether professional or from friends, there is no shame in talking about it.
So my advice to anyone is this: Give. Up. Not on yourself, or your dreams, or your life. Give up on other people’s expectations of you, give up on hiding your true self away, give up on doing what you think you should do instead of what you want to do.
You do not deserve to feel your heart isn’t good enough for someone or that your happiness is less important than anyone else’s.
I woke the following morning to a new message on my feed; “Body found in search for missing teenager.”
Checking his ‘last active’ online status. He’s been active 20 minutes ago but not replied to your message from half an hour ago, he’s seen your story but not replied to your snapchat? Time for a breakdown.