There Is Always With You
I miss watching you fall out of love with me because then there was you. I miss sobbing on the cold church floor, praying for God to wake up from his nap because then, at least, then there was you.
Indie Jansons
in a brief love affair with life
Latest Posts
I Never Meant To Push Everyone Away
When I lie awake in bed at night, I stare at the ceiling and tally how many people I wish I wouldn’t have pushed away, and the answer is too high to count. So I just lie in the midnight, hearing only sobs and church choirs and glass breaking and big bangs and silence.
The Rooftops Sing Of Loneliness
I Am Trying To Comprehend How You Made Me Feel This Way
If any term containing the letters l-o-v-e-r has an expiration date, then I do not want anything to do with it.
Here Are The Things I Wish You Knew
I wish you knew what it was felt like to not just screw around, but to love. To be consumed by a wildfire and to be addicted to the heat and to be in love with that terrifying yet exhilarating feeling.
To Love Is To Miss
I only smiled at him on the metro earlier today because I was melancholy, yet now there is a collarbone on my lips and smeared scarlet lipstick on them.
When You Feel Like You’ll Never Be Enough
Sometimes a really pretty song will play on the radio while I’m driving, and I’ll get goose bumps that actually hurt and a thumping heart and blurry eyes. There are no seconds or minutes or hours to infinity. Just there, I am just there, right there.
