I Don’t Know What I Want From This World, But I Know I Want You

I Want You
God & Man

I’m not sure where the future is going to bring me. I don’t have a set path that I am walking towards. The only thing I am certain about is how I feel about you.

I want to spend the rest of my life alongside you. I don’t want anyone else taking your place because in my eyes you are irreplaceable. You are my only constant. You are permanent. You are not going anywhere as long as I can help it.

You are the person I want to celebrate my successes alongside. You are the person I want to cry with when things go haywire. You are the person I want through thick and thin, through the good times and the bad. I want you, only you, you and me forever.

I can imagine my life heading in a bunch of different directions, but the one thing I cannot imagine is moving forward without you.

I am aware that I am a complete mess most of the time. I am confused. I am lost. I am uncertain. But you are the one thing I have figured out. The one thing that I have done correctly. The one thing I would never change.

I am so thankful to have you inside my world. To know that no matter what hardships come my way, I am never going to have to deal with them alone. I am never going to feel isolated. Even when the earth crumbles beneath my feet, I am always going to have you around to lift me back up, to encourage me to keep going even when trying feels pointless.

For the most part, I don’t know what I want from this world. I don’t know what would make me happy. I am still trying to decide which path I should take moving forward. I am still struggling to discover myself.

There are a million questions I have left, a million things that I haven’t planned out yet, but I know one thing. I know I love you. I am never going to hurt you. I am always going to be there to support you — and I know you are going to do the same for me. It’s not even a question in my mind. It’s a fact.

Maybe it’s because the future seems so far away or maybe it’s because I change my mind all the time, but I cannot even begin to guess where we are going to end up living or what we are going to end up doing in the future. I only know we are going to do it together. As a team. We are never going to separate. We are never going to call it quits.

I might not know much, but I know how I feel about you. I know that wherever I go, I want you to be there standing next to me. I want you along for the journey. I never want to release my hold on your hand. I never want to wake up without you stirring beside me. TC mark

The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved.

You don’t have to solve your whole life tonight. You just have to show up and try. Focus on the most immediate thing in front of you. You’ll figure out the rest along the way.

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