I cannot begin to explain how terribly sorry for what I have put on us all through for the past couple of years. I made my fair share of mistakes and I certainly regret them. I am sorry I burdened you but you have to know that I sincerely did not mean to cause you any sort of pain or heartache or stress.
I want you to know that you mean everything to me, you are not just my mother, you are my friend, my sister, my father, and my all. They say that a Mother’s love is purest kind of love; yet, I realized that when I look at you, my mother, I am looking at the purest love I will ever know. I want to tell you how much I love you, I may not always show it, and I may not always say it, but I am the person I am today because of you; you brought me to life.
Ever since I was little you have been my hero and someone I have always looked up to. I know life is hard for you and I do not always do much to make it easier, but you have sacrificed so much in your life just to raise my sister, and me, and it means more to me than I will ever be able to express in words. You are the strongest person I know, you have been through a lot and you are still as strong as a rock, and I learned that from you. I am really blessed for having you as my mother.
Mom, I’m really sorry for everything, because sometimes without me realizing it, or not, my words were too tough and hard.
Mom, please forgive me. I know everything you do for me is because you just want me to be a good person. Mom, if I always make you feel uneasy please tell me because I will try my best to change it and make you feel comfortable. Mom, I know you are not proud of me, but someday you will, I promise you. I just want you to believe me and believe in me, and support me. I know you do not trust me at this point, but I want you to trust me and keep trusting me, because I will never let you down ever again. Your trust and support are the most important thing to me; because I cannot do it in this world without it.
Mom, please stay by my side until the end. Mom, you taught me strength, independence, and determination; and I thank you for that. You have loved me unconditionally through every phase in my life. When I am high on life, you are there to celebrate with me and when life has me by the short hairs and knocks me down, you have been there to set me upright.
I love you for all that you do and have ever done for me, even if you are at rock bottom, you were always there for me, Mom.
I love you, Mom. Unconditionally.
Your loving daughter