Do I have it all figured out now? Hell no. I don’t think “figuring it out” ever happens.
It’s when you feel fear but do it anyway. It’s when you let someone you love know that they’ve hurt you, instead of reacting with anger. It’s being truthful when you feel shame for what you did. That’s strength and it’s to be admired.
There’s really nothing like it, something that can make you feel so strong but also so vulnerable. You can feel on top of the world or you can feel like someone is literally ripping your heart out, there’s nothing as powerful. It can help you achieve greatness and it can also cause you to lose everything.