What you are going through is a fight to endure the brokenness. It is a test to remain soft, despite the shattering of your world, to watch it burn in front of your eyes and be left with nothing but ash and soot and still feel gratitude.
Get comfortable with silence.
Learning to indulge in self-love and be patient with the steps you’ve made, no matter how big or small.
Feeling like yourself again.
It’s digging deep within rather than searching mindlessly in a foreign universe.
I hope you learn to accept the things you cannot change. That you do not fight and resist the inevitable.
You will start to have more and more moments where you gain a little piece of yourself back, where you remember something you like to do or you feel genuinely happy.