The Uncomfortable Times You’re Going To Miss Me

Leo Hidalgo

When You Need To Be Loved

You’ll miss all of me when you need the little things I unconditionally gave you. You’ll miss me when you sleep with other women but it won’t feel the same. You’ll miss my movement when you need rhythm in your life because the world leaves you numb. You’ll miss my touch when you need to feel warm and accepted because those closest to you judge you for your mistakes that made you into the man you are, while all I did was love you for it. You’ll miss my snapchats when no one goes out of their way to check up on you, make you feel wanted, make you feel important, make you feel missed. You’ll miss my kiss when you feel breathless because that’s when you’ll find out it brought you back to life.

When You Need Someone To Talk To

You’ll miss me when you need someone to be there for you at the end of the day. You’ll miss me when out of everyone, I am the one you need to tell about what’s stressing you out. You’ll miss me when you need to talk to someone about your family life, finances, dreams and fears. You’ll miss me when you want to tell someone how lonely you’ve been feeling lately, when you need to spill your darkest thoughts to someone, when your secrets are too heavy to bear on your own.

When You Need Encouragement

You’ll miss me when you need someone to tell you how capable you are: that you are smart enough, that you are kind enough, that you are appreciated enough, that you are good enough. You’ll miss me when you need someone to push you forward, when you need someone to remind you of how strong you are, and when you need someone to challenge you because they believe in you. You’ll miss me when you find yourself hungry for my smile, that smile that showed you the bright side to things.

When Your Life Is Perfect

You’ll miss me when you have everything you’ve ever wanted because I was with you when you had nothing. You’ll miss me when you realize that I didn’t want you for your looks, money or status. You’ll miss me when you secretly wish someone would tell you that they are proud of you. You’ll miss me when you want to share all of the highs with that special someone but you can’t, you’ll miss me when you realize I was that someone.

When You’re Ready For Commitment

You’ll miss me when you want to settle down, when the game field isn’t your muse anymore. You’ll miss me when you are emotionally available and want to let someone in. You’ll miss me when you are the man I needed you to be then.

When You Need Me To Know How You Feel

You’ll miss me when you need to tell me what I mean to you, you’ll miss me when you realize how much you really miss me. You’ll miss me when you finally see how much you loved me. You’ll miss me when you’re sorry, you’ll miss me when you want a second try. You’ll miss me when you’re a better man because of me but you can’t be that for me anymore. You’ll miss me when you understand how lucky you were. You’ll miss me when I am gone, nowhere to be found. You’ll miss me forever because I will forever live inside of you. Thought Catalog Logo Mark

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