Fertility treatment is all consuming because it has to be. If you want to be a mother and for whatever reason your path is the same as mine then you have to let it consume you, be your life and embrace it regardless of what you are missing out on.
“You can have one of my kids!”
“It will happen.”
So now here I am a few months into this crazy journey of infertility treatment and trying to make a baby with the help of science and crossed fingers and without realising it I have become a fully-fledged member of a secret society.