I Loved You When

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I loved you when your eyes sparkled seeing me

I loved you when you were as shy as I was

I loved you when you wanted to read my palm

I loved you when you became my shade in the sunlit

I loved you when you hugged me, the first time I let a guy hold me

I loved you when you were modest to ask me if you could drop me home on our first date

I loved you when you said you wanted to hug my voice if it was possible

I loved you when you listened to me talk, when you comforted me when I was sad after listening about about your ex

I loved you when you sipped your americano

I loved you when you kept those strands of hair away from my face

I loved you when we enjoyed each other’s company doing nothing, being together

I loved tou when you smiled at me or laughed at my jokes

I loved you when our hands were always intertwined

I loved you when you hummed some random tone

I loved you when you pecked kisses on my forehead and cheeks

I loved you when you wanted to know more about and spend more time with me

I loved you when you wrote back letters to me

I loved you when you took away my insecurities and kept them at bay

I loved you when we walked holding hands

I loved you when you told something funny and laughed at it first

I loved you when you said you missed me

I loved you when you did things to surprise me

I loved you when we did Eskimo kisses

I loved you when you didn’t judge me on things

I loved you when you grinned at me

I loved you when you did those childish pout

I loved you when you made me believe that I could overcome my fears

I loved you when you first kissed me on 3rd May 2014

I loved you when you said you wanted to be with me on my birthday

I loved you when you said you’d always love me and all my flaws

I loved you when you were always so calm and patient with me

I loved you when you soothed me whenever I freaked out

I loved you when you put efforts to work things out

I loved you when you introduced me as your girl

I loved you when you gave me chance after the big fight

I loved you when you were afraid to lose me

I loved you when you made me believe we had a future together

I loved you when we cuddled for the first time and always after that

I loved you when you wanted to spend your holidays with me

I loved you when you wanted me to come back soon whenever I went home

I loved you when you made time for me despite your hectic schedule

I loved you when you came to see me on holi and put color on my cheeks from your nose

I loved you when you gazed at me

I loved you when you gave me nicknames

I loved you when we were close and shared everything

I loved you when you said how comfortable you felt with me

I loved you when you were mine, when you didn’t want to give up on me…

I don’t hate you for leaving me, for all the pain, betrayal and nothingness you’ve given to me; before all of these existed YOU. The person I loved the most for no reason. And this negative reasons you have left behind will never outweigh my love for you.