I Loved You When
I loved you when your eyes sparkled seeing me
I loved you when you were as shy as I was
I loved you when you wanted to read my palm
I loved you when you became my shade in the sunlit
I loved you when you hugged me, the first time I let a guy hold me
I loved you when you were modest to ask me if you could drop me home on our first date
I loved you when you said you wanted to hug my voice if it was possible
I loved you when you listened to me talk, when you comforted me when I was sad after listening about about your ex
I loved you when you sipped your americano
I loved you when you kept those strands of hair away from my face
I loved you when we enjoyed each other’s company doing nothing, being together
I loved tou when you smiled at me or laughed at my jokes
I loved you when our hands were always intertwined
I loved you when you hummed some random tone
I loved you when you pecked kisses on my forehead and cheeks
I loved you when you wanted to know more about and spend more time with me
I loved you when you wrote back letters to me
I loved you when you took away my insecurities and kept them at bay
I loved you when we walked holding hands
I loved you when you told something funny and laughed at it first
I loved you when you said you missed me
I loved you when you did things to surprise me
I loved you when we did Eskimo kisses
I loved you when you didn’t judge me on things
I loved you when you grinned at me
I loved you when you did those childish pout
I loved you when you made me believe that I could overcome my fears
I loved you when you first kissed me on 3rd May 2014
I loved you when you said you wanted to be with me on my birthday
I loved you when you said you’d always love me and all my flaws
I loved you when you were always so calm and patient with me
I loved you when you soothed me whenever I freaked out
I loved you when you put efforts to work things out
I loved you when you introduced me as your girl
I loved you when you gave me chance after the big fight
I loved you when you were afraid to lose me
I loved you when you made me believe we had a future together
I loved you when we cuddled for the first time and always after that
I loved you when you wanted to spend your holidays with me
I loved you when you wanted me to come back soon whenever I went home
I loved you when you made time for me despite your hectic schedule
I loved you when you came to see me on holi and put color on my cheeks from your nose
I loved you when you gazed at me
I loved you when you gave me nicknames
I loved you when we were close and shared everything
I loved you when you said how comfortable you felt with me
I loved you when you were mine, when you didn’t want to give up on me…
I don’t hate you for leaving me, for all the pain, betrayal and nothingness you’ve given to me; before all of these existed YOU. The person I loved the most for no reason. And this negative reasons you have left behind will never outweigh my love for you.