Even if they weren’t good reasons he had his reason for doing things.
After being in an off and on relationship for 3 years and being one of the 3 girls that got cycled around on a never ending dating loop I longed for someone who understood me, who understood him.
If I die tonight I will never see if it gets better.
I’d hoped night after night, day after day, that you’d knock on my door and come in with the rain, but you never did.
I kept thinking that maybe the next sleep would erase the previous 14 hours, but I was awoken throughout the night with an ache in my heart. An ache that doesn’t seem to be healing anytime soon.
When I’m with you, and you’re with me, and we’re in sync together, I see everything we could be.
There will be some days where you emotionally can’t muster up the strength or discipline and you will give into the nice sweet call that your bed is making at 2 in the afternoon on a Sunday. If you find yourself in this predicament, don’t be hard on yourself. This will only make things worse.