It has been 3 years since we found ourselves yearning for each other. It has been 3 years since I began to feel that I have to see you every single day. I can still recall how it feels when I realized that I am falling in love with you. It’s truly an inexplicable feeling. A feeling that I will never get tired of.
Yes, we see each other every day, but I still miss you every moment that you are not with me. Your perfume, your jokes, your brown eyes, your hand that I always want to hold, the way you giggle, everything about you is amazing.
Every time I look at you, I feel scared, happy, and down all at the same time. I am scared to lose you; happy that I have you in my life; and down for all the pain that I’ve caused you. I want to thank you for everything, my love. For always going straight to my house after your work, for buying food that I crave, for buying clothes that I don’t really need but you still buy it anyway because you think it suits me perfectly, for all the smiles you put on my lips, for understanding, listening and loving me the best way you could.
Thank you for all your sacrifices, for effortlessly reminding me every single day how wonderful life is. I am grateful for you have become my strength in times of my weaknesses. Thank you for the laughter and the pain, for it made me grow as a changed and better woman today.
Every pain and tears were all worth it. I would never want anybody else to hold my hand the way you do. This journey that we have right now is not easy to achieve. We had a lot of ups and downs, but both of us never gave up. We still have each other because we choose to work things out.
I never prayed that He spare our relationship from experiencing trials. Instead, I always pray that He guide us in every trial we are about to face.
Today, as I recall our first “I love you’s” I can still feel the same way and it never changed. It will never change, my love. In everything that you do, always remember that I am here to support you. I’ll always be your food buddy, best friend and partner. You are wonderful. You are part of my plans for the future and I am excited to know what’s in store for us for the years to come.
I love you.