
Itās midnight, I couldnāt fall asleep and I didnāt know why.
I picked up my phone to turn on some relaxing music. I was about to press play when I get a FaceTime notification from someone I love and miss deeply. We talked for a while, until we didnāt have anything else to talk about. I laid down and covered myself in blankets and he did the same. We could still see each other. No words were spoken at this moment. He stared into my eyes like we were reading each otherās minds. It was as if we were looking into each otherās souls. This gaze continued on for a few minutes, although it felt like hours. We have done this before, but I never could fully comprehend what was actually going on until that night.
Being the over-thinker that I am, I did some research the next morning. I must have read hundreds of articles and watched hundreds of videos. There was so much information for something that I thought I was overanalyzing. I read about someoneās experience that was very similar to mine. They said āsometimes the best conversations are the ones where nothing is said,ā and I will never forget those words.
I thought about that night for months and I would like to believe that he did too.
Are we soulmates? We could be. I like to think that soulmates arenāt necessarily always āthe love of your lifeā. I believe that there are many people that you will always have a connection with, whether itās platonic or not. So, maybe we were āmeant to beā but for now Iāll just see where life takes me.
I hope that you get to experience that type of connection with someone like I did because that feeling is one of a kind.