Only the toilet would know the shame I carried inside of me- all the pain and anger of hating who I was that I let out of me every time I ate.
But I can tell you that there is not a thing that I would not do for you.
I am not a sin.
I know that I may not be able to see you anymore but you always walk alongside me because the ones that we love never truly leave us.
It is okay to make mistakes but you simply believe that you are only made up of mistakes when selfless acts are your roots.
2018, I will break every day of you down.
I thought maybe that was the end of that and you would never know I existed but then you found your way to me.
See; I do not care what other people think of me.
My heart and mind work well together; very productive but also catastrophic.
All you knew was chaos and heartbreak—you could not deal with happiness, you did not know how to be happy because sadness was all that you knew.