20 Confessions

1.

I do not think I will ever get married.

2.

I cry a lot and very often do not know why.

3.

My existence overwhelms me.

4.

I am often hit with the feeling that I value interactions with others far more than they value their interactions with me.

5.

I am not sure if I’m an introvert with a lot of friends or an extrovert who really likes Netflix.

6.

Sometimes I pretend to be familiar with a band I don’t know to seem more interesting.

7.

I am terrified of embarrassing my future self.

8.

I think I am in love with everyone I meet.

9.

I am very good at lying to others and myself.

10.

I’m 85% sure I lost my virginity to a genuinely awful human being, and it scares me because I loved him.

11.

I don’t know what my potential is, so I don’t know if I’ve lived up/down to it.

12.

I pray regularly. I don’t know who I’m praying to, though.

13.

I don’t think I like the taste of sugar anymore.

14.

I take everything as a joke.

15.

Sometimes I view going to church as an investment into a divine 401k plan.

16.

I stole a mug from the International House of Pancakes. It is the first thing I’ve ever stolen. I am generally against stealing, but it was a nice mug.

17.

I genuinely cannot picture my future.

18.

I have not taken my medication for almost a month now.

19.

I never thought I would be someone who is supposed to take medication.

20.

I tried to kill myself six months ago.