One Day, We Will Miss This

Looking back at moments from our childhood, our adolescence, or even just a few short years ago, it’s hard not to feel a painful twinge of nostalgia. The vague ache that leaves us wanting to send an email or have a phone call about something that you want to confirm someone else remembers is overwhelming, and even though we don’t often know what to say to these old friends about these old memories, we feel we have to say something. And yet, we often trick ourselves into forgetting that, not terribly long from now, we will feel that same ache about the things we’re living today. The mundane moments we’re slogging through, the underpaid jobs, the cramped apartments and the irresponsible but loving friends — these are things that will one day seem joyous, even ideal.

In being so quick to complain and compare what we do and do not have with those around us, we fail to take pleasure in the freedom to make mistakes. Today, a mistake has few repercussions. Our definition of broke is not the same as a family of four who has just lost their main source of income, or a senior living on fixed income. The problems we moan over are problems that, when held up to the scale of life in general, are rather manageable. This time of deciding to stay up late on a Wednesday to drink with a friend who is in town, or dating someone you know is wrong for you but thrills you in a way that is the emotional equivalent of empty calories, is a luxury we will not again be afforded. This is the time, more than perhaps any other, for nostalgia — and we can’t see it.

One day, we will miss every moment of difficulty that taught us something tangible and immediately applicable to the rest of our lives. Often the lessons we’re learning now are those that have to at least once be felt, but leave you with a maturity that will later define you as an adult. Wading through a marsh of mixed messages and friends at every stage of their lives can be, when in the moment, tedious and exhausting — but it is a time to figure out who we are and what we actually want against a backdrop of limitless options. We’re picking a constellation from a near-endless expanse of stars, defining the trajectory of a life that, at least for now, is just waiting to be lived. We should take our time, but appreciate what it means to do so.

Yes, even the occasional feeling of being unappreciated. Yes, even the flakier friends. Yes, even the weeks of eating ramen and whatever else you can dig out of your cabinet. Just as we miss the moments of our childhood that, at the time, may have seemed fraught with self-consciousness and uncertainty, we will miss them. We will miss them the way we miss the people we lost touch with through our own ingratitude or the simple passage of time, the way we miss sitting in someone’s arms and feeling loved, even if we don’t love them anymore. We will miss it all because, as with almost everything, it is so much easier to feel nostalgia than regret. We will see the good parts, no matter how unable we are to focus on them in the moment.

Why is it so impossible to understand how incredible a time it is to be alive, and to be young? Why is easier to complain about the downsides of realizing our dreams and growing into ourselves than to sing the praises of being healthy and loved enough to have it? I don’t want the nostalgia and, possibly, the regret of not living in the moment, to hit me all at once like a ton of bricks when I’m past the point of recreating it. I want to feel the full joy of decorating my first real apartment, of making new friends while out having drinks, of saying “I want to move” and being able to pick up and do it. The aching to return to these days of relative ease and adventure is sure to wave over us at some point, and though forgetting that is too easy, it wouldn’t hurt to appreciate what we have while we have it. TC mark


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Chelsea Fagan

Chelsea Fagan founded the blog The Financial Diet. She is on Twitter.

Trace the scars life has left you. It will remind you that at one point, you fought for something. You believed.

“You are the only person who gets to decide if you are happy or not—do not put your happiness into the hands of other people. Do not make it contingent on their acceptance of you or their feelings for you. At the end of the day, it doesn’t matter if someone dislikes you or if someone doesn’t want to be with you. All that matters is that you are happy with the person you are becoming. All that matters is that you like yourself, that you are proud of what you are putting out into the world. You are in charge of your joy, of your worth. You get to be your own validation. Please don’t ever forget that.” — Bianca Sparacino

Excerpted from The Strength In Our Scars by Bianca Sparacino.

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  • AM

    We live in an incredible time to be alive & young, but a time that leaves no time for self reflection, due to constant information inputs. Everything is instantaneous. We are all connected. It's hard to reflect… But when you do, it feels so good. To appreciate life and all we have.

    Thanks for this :)

  • Emily

    This article made my heart hurt. So beautiful, eloquent, and true. I love reading pretty much all of your articles, Chelsea!

    • mira

      this article is perfection

  • NK

    Could not have read this at a more perfect time. Thank you.

  • Y

    Lovely article. Reminds me of a very evocative Latin phrase I once heard: forsan et haec olim meminisse iuvabit, or “perhaps it will be pleasing to have remembered these things one day.”

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    “We will miss it all because, as with almost everything, it is so much easier to feel nostalgia than regret. We will see the good parts, no matter how unable we are to focus on them in the moment.”

    this. just this.

  • Nosilla Remarc (@AliPants)

    this is so beautiful and true. why is it so hard? I want to enjoy the moment so badly but I feel weight on me. I feel trapped and heavy. I’ve always been like this. Wonder if it will ever cede.

    • i

      i’m with you 100%

  • madryy

    This hit right on target. I just graduated, and I know that I’ll miss school. Before I started my senior year, I wrote about the nostalgia, before it even hit, I knew it would.

    • AM

      “before it even hit, I knew it would.”

      isn’t that feeling of knowing what’s ahead so strange? man even in *GRADE 8* I knew what was coming… I knew the fun childhood moments with my group of friends were ending. I wrote them all a huge e-mail of how much I appreciated all the little moments and inside jokes and will forever, even if we start to drift apart (as we did)


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  • x

    i want to fast forward 2 months of my life already and get this over with. but it feels so wrong to think this way.. i can’t help to dislike the present. i know i shouldnt want to fast forward my youth. thanks for this read. it’s just what i needed.

  • Katie

    Your words took me back to October last year when I had the pleasure to meet my childhood buddies in my hometown after almost 22 years. It was a magical night and most of us looked at each other’s faces and smiled lovingly. We are all spread across the globe but none of us had a second thought when the idea of planning a get together was proposed and there we were, reminiscing our childhood days and the pranks we played on each other. You’re right. As adults, we find it difficult to openly accept what truly makes us happy but deep down inside; we know that we never appreciated what we had and now miss those times, those friends, their silly jokes and the maddening laughter.

  • Kat

    your words are beauty

  • varun

    Great going Chelsea, u put me in a self introspection mode. we forget about the small things that made up our life…. thanks a lot

  • Sascha

    “Youth is wasted on the young.” G.B. Shaw

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