Haven’t you realized still that you’ve hurt people already? You are so reckless with your words and your actions. You say things and you don’t fully mean them. You say them but you have no plans on sticking to them.
You don’t think about the people who might have been smitten by your words. Let alone your actions. You act sweet sometimes. You act like you care. Or maybe you’re just innately kind and an occasional gentleman but can also be an utter bastard for disregarding other people’s feelings sometimes. I don’t know.
But the little sweetness you show, that’s enough for a woman with weak defenses to fall for you. And you may not even know about it. Or maybe you intentionally want to be blind from those feelings and leave the girl with an unrequited love and a broken heart.
I could see that she was hurt. She had liked you for a time but I didn’t know if she had gotten over you. I could see it in her eyes, in the way she looked at you, in the way she wanted to be by your side at all times.
And the funny thing is that I’m worried about another girl getting hurt by you while I was still recovering from the pain you caused me.
You don’t know about it. I still don’t want you to know about it.
I’ve acted like I’m fine. And like it wasn’t getting into me. Like I wasn’t feeling anything. That works sometimes.
But don’t mind me, I can take care of myself. I’ve done nothing but that all my life. And sometimes certain people think of it as selfishness.
But who would take care of me but myself, right? It certainly won’t be you.