There was something unexplainable in us, and it may be love, but it may also be not. The pain that wrapped our hearts blinded us both.
I need — and I want — to be strong for you,
because I want to see you get up once more,
and find your way back to the light
She wants to refuse to be somewhere near him
and to see him once more after such a long time,
but something about the fact of seeing him
draws her to be here, anyway.
Looking into your eyes,
my well-kept pain slowly intensifies
because I know that what I am about to do will hurt you.
I needed to breathe slowly to stabilize my system, to look away to drive away this weird feeling, and to think of other thoughts for I am not liking those that are crossing my mind.