You Are Still My Missing Half


I always knew you’d leave me; yet I’d never expected it would be this fast.

Just like the stormy sky without a single star in it you left my world behind. Your shadows are no longer here, still I feel you in my heart.

When I saw you passing through that door my heart exploded in a million pieces without a single sound. I could not shed a tear or say a word, but I know you know how much I wanted you to stay. I cursed the gods for stealing you from me. They stole my sun, my stars and my moon. They emptied my sky, burnt my soul and killed my body. I screamed till my voice faded away, I begged the universe to bring you back home, it was all in vain…

But I still watch over you; I still feel you falling asleep in my arms; I still hear you whispering to my ears that you love me too.

Through my memories I care for you, I keep you alive even knowing that you’ll never come back to me. I speak to you every night knowing that you listen carefully and when the wind blows in my face, that’s when I know you’re still here somehow.

Your song still echoes in my room and now that the spring has come I look to all of these flowers and trees and I wish you could be here to share them with me. I know how you loved the green of the leaves and the red of the petals, and they are all grey now.

I pray every single day for the gods to take me to where you are and I wait patiently for this day to come, knowing deep inside that until then I have to stay firm and strong for you, because I know that you will be there waiting for me with your arms wide open just like when we first met.

I thank you for every second of your life and you’ll always be around me.

Until we meet again, my other half. TC mark


More From Thought Catalog

blog comments powered by Disqus