Most importantly I hope you have yourself. I hope you can look at yourself in the mirror and say, “I’m doing the best I can and that’s all that is required of me.”
You are the person you’ve always been; the person before you lost yourself in the sadness and pain.
It was almost as if he had no personality at all – only the ability to show people what they wanted to see in order to get what he wanted from them.
You gave me doubt and uncertainty but those times became reminders that I am only human and that I will never be perfect. You taught me to accept my imperfections and to let go of everything holding me back.
You need to find those things again. Dig deep. Take them and everything that you became with them from your mind and remember what it was that made you smile when you would wake up.