I don’t want to wait for our memories to turn into nightmares I’d rather forget, nor do I have to wait for the remaining love I have for you to be fully exhausted.
You now hold a part of me I never intended to let go of.
It’s going to be an endless battle if you keep hesitating to accept who you are and not allowing people to see the beauty in that, to genuinely love you for that.
Looking for someone in everyone else you meet is unfair. It’s unjustifiable.
Feel the pain; embrace it until you turn numb. Let it in and make it stay before you let it all go.
Lord, guide me as I walk through this challenging journey.
I wonder if he wants me to stop crying while writing this, heck I even wonder what he thinks of the things I write.
I should have been aware that we weren’t going to last long. I was blinded by my love and how you took all of it for granted, filling yourself up, ceaselessly watching me drain alone.
It isn’t because I don’t deserve you, it is because you do not deserve me.
You are so much more than your worries and fears