Inhale. Exhale. Throw away that heavy feeling, and always choose not to carry that around.
Why can’t I just tell this guy how I feel? Oh, because then that would make me easy. Not worth the fight. Cheap. Maybe I’m scared of being labeled as such. Or maybe I’m scared that telling this guy how I feel will make me appear vulnerable, like I’m easy prey, quick to fall, unchallenging.
“Thank you for coming into my life at the right time. Thank you for allowing me to discover myself before I began getting to know someone else. Thank you for not forcing yourself into my life like most people would.”
He will arrive when you least expect it. He will arrive the moment you are content with your own life. He will arrive when you have set plans for yourself without even considering anyone else.