So live, love and laugh when in love and scream, cry and heal when in pain but feel every bit of these emotions because every laugh line is a reminder of how beautiful your life was and every internal scar is a sign of how you survived the darkness.
You could keep asking what did you do to ruin it but she won’t be able to answer because it was all the things that you did not do and all the words you never said.
What we fail to understand is that it is OKAY to feel lost. It is okay if you do not have everything figured out just yet.
If you are sure that you are not shelling out money heedlessly and you still end up with an exhausted bank balance by mid-month, you need to analyze your income vs expenditure.