We F*ck Like The World Is Ending Tomorrow


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we are in the kitchen together
and you ask if I would marry you.
I cough up the piece of pear in my throat
and ask you to clarify.
you back-track,
put qualifications before.
“I mean, not now, maybe, one day…”
the pear slides back down,
your hands
do too.
I say,
“not now…not now.”
but kiss you with fruit on my lips
and I know
not now
not now,
but that sounds like maybe tomorrow.
I say it when I can’t sleep,
not now.
not now.
maybe tomorrow.
I still can’t eat pears
without seeing our almost forevers.
our not nows.
our maybe tomorrows.


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Guian Bolisay

everyone keeps claiming my space,
dividing up my parts
dicing me into neatly picked quarters,
pieces to give away.
auction off my heart.
give a stranger my legs.
they tell me to stop running,
I won’t need them anymore.
not really.
but I can hear the ravens crowing in the distance
telling me to get out,
get out while I can.
get out before I’m all gone.
get out.
get out.
get out.
they offer me their wings,
tell me to never look back.
just get out.


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we’ve never known how to go slow,
our first date was an Earthquake
and I think I’ve never fully recovered.
every look was an aftershock,
every touch was the Big One,
the “there’s no way we’ll make it out alive.”
I saw a photo of you,
with dark circles caressing skin
I used to sweat against.
I wonder if we didn’t make it out alive.
I wonder if we both died. Thought Catalog Logo Mark

For more poetry from Ari, check out her newest poetry collection GREEN EYES, available on Amazon.

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