On Saturday, August 2, 2014 2:03 PM
I just read your email. Sorry if I can’t tend you about the lodge/accommodation here. I don’t want to see that I’m just nothing to you. Sorry because I’ve been trying my best to be normal and casual but I just can’t. I still love you and it never changed. I’ll probably be okay next year. I can treat you and your friends by that time but now, I don’t have the guts to see you. I have reserved my future for you but I won’t bother you anymore… not until I accept the fact that we’re totally over. But if there will come a time that you’ll need me, just let me know =) I’ll still wait for us. I didn’t search ever since. I’ll be waiting for you and I’ll assure you that I won’t bother you ever again. My Dad once joked that I’ll marry someone when I reach 32 haha! But I’ll still wait for you until I’m not yet married =(( You’re my life. Sorry if I’m being mushy and immature. I’m not like these anymore, I’ve matured =< but when it comes to you, I tend to get stupid. This is embarrassing…whatever…I love you. Nothing can change that. I don’t mind if you won’t reply here because I know you won’t bother – you already blocked my numbers haha! I promise I won’t be like this next year but my love for you will never change. Iloveuhan! Goodbye. Imjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj
After a year of being fully broken up, my ex-boyfriend and I started talking again, and it’s clear that things have changed. I’ve moved on and things are good for me now – I’ve harbored no hard feelings or resentment either. Yet he apparently hasn’t. Last Saturday, I received this e-mail from him – and it will probably be his last.
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