So Many Things Have Changed, But I Never Expected You To Leave This Way

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I know that you have changed, but I can’t seem to figure it out because a huge part of you is still the same person I once loved before.

I have changed, many things have changed since the last time we saw each other; I grew my hair just a bit longer, I dyed it with three different colors that compliment each other, I changed the way I dressed.

Moreover, I believe you noticed it too.

However, there is something about you that I can never explain. From that moment I saw you at the moment I once again heard your voice you brought me back to a state that even I couldn’t find the words to describe it with, you made me feel like I was 16 once more.

From that moment my hands once again fit yours, my heart sank. I don’t know what pushed me that night back into your arms. It could be the alcohol or it could be my heart taking over every muscle in my body.

From that moment I once again woke up in your arms, you reminded me of the days that I wished didn’t come to an end. I don’t know if this would be the last time, but I hope that it wasn’t.

From that moment those three words once again slipped out of your tongue, it reminded me of the first, and the last time you said those words. I don’t know what pushed me to say it back it could be the sincerity in your voice or it could be my true feelings.

I wanted to take your arms and run away

I wanted to be with you again

I wanted you

Sadly..

You wanted to find yourself

You wanted to let me go

You wanted closure

so you got it.

So many things have changed.

However, I didn’t expect you to leave this way. TC mark

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