If you’ve been hurting for so long, this is for you.
I know that you’ve been hurting ever since he left you there laying on the floor with every piece of you broken. I want you to know that I’ve been there before. I have been left behind, picking up every part of me that he left broken while asking the same questions over and over again. What did I do wrong? How could he do this to me? Why me?
You’ve relived every moment, read every text message trying to figure out if there is something that you could have done or you could have said to prevent the incoming storm that would destroy all the walls that you worked so hard to build. I have been there, and I understand your pain.
I want you to know that it takes a lot of time to put back all the pieces he left broken. It takes a lot of time to build the walls back up again so that no one can come in and destroy you all over again. But I want you to know that it gets better as time goes by.
I know it’s been hard for you, to put on a smile on your face every day and every time he walks past by you convincing yourself that you’re okay and that you’ve been over him. I am sorry that you have to go through this. I know that it’s been hard for you to fight all these restless nights trying to find answers to all the unanswered question and all your what ifs.
This is for you love, and I want you to know that I believe you will get there. Healing takes a lot of time, but in time it gets better. I want you to know that I’ve been there just like you, and I want you to get stronger every time you have to fight all these restless nights he left you in. I want you to use the pain he caused you and create something beautiful for your good. I want you to know that this won’t be the last time that you’ll experience the same pain there would be much greater heartbreaks and I want you to be stronger then. I don’t know you, and I don’t know who caused you all this pain. But I want you to know that I understand the pain that you’ve been going through all these times and I want you to know that you are not alone in this fight.
There is much greater love that lives within you. A greater love that only you deserve don’t let anyone take that away from you. You don’t see it just yet, but trust me one day when you’re done conquering all the restless nights he left you in. You will stop reliving every memory of him, and be thinking if he still thinking about you, then you’ll discover that there is a much greater love that lives within you. When the time comes, you will find that love, and I want you to be better then. I want you to be stronger. I want you to wait for someone who is strong enough to hold you.
But for now, I want you to know that every day that passes by it gets better. I want you to remember that on this day forward you are not alone. I understand your pain, and I am sorry that you have to go through it.
But you are stronger than this. Don’t let him think that he’s the reason why you can never love again. There is a much greater love that lives within you. One day you don’t have to go through the same pain again. Or if somehow you do, I believed that you’d be stronger then. One day I hope that the pain would stop so that you can leave the past where it belongs.
For the last time, I understand what you’re going through because I have been there before, and with time the pain will fade, and your heart will feel so much better. I am sorry that you have to go through this, but I believe in you. You are stronger than this.