When You’re Scared They Don’t Love You Back

It’s hard for me to believe that you really love me for such reasons that are holding me back in completely loving you that is why I am scared to fall in love with you because I don’t want to get hurt… I just want you to prove to me that your love for me is real.

I told myself before that if I’ll fall in love, I want it to be worth it. I know that there will be times that I’ll get hurt because I think that loving someone goes hand in hand with pain and being hurt but I just want the pain to be worth it.

I met you at the most unexpected time in the most unexpected situation. I was in the stage wherein I was happy being single; I wasn’t really searching for love but then you came.

I am scared because what if you were just being pretentious during the start… You were a total stranger whom I don’t really know anything about. It’s hard for me to believe everything that you are saying but I’m just giving you the benefit of the doubt and I trust your actions towards me.

You were the first guy who made me feel special even in the simplest things that I do. I love the feeling that you give me each that I am with you.

I want to love you wholeheartedly. I really do. I think that I’m falling for you. I hope that this wouldn’t turn out to be something that I will regret in the future.

I want to know up to what extent you are willing to do for me. I want to know if you really love me for who I am. I just want to know if you aren’t playing games with me because I am not playing games with you from the beginning.

I don’t regret meeting you in the first place. I don’t regret anything. I don’t regret opening up myself to you. I don’t regret letting you enter my soul.

I could already see myself loving you with all that I am. I am ready to face different hardships and trials with you. I am ready to embrace them as long as we’ll face them together.

I want you to know that I am ready to love you wholeheartedly with all that I am. I am willing to take certain risks for you. I just want to experience something real with you. Thought Catalog Logo Mark


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