I wanted to forget about my past and start a new life with you, but sometimes when you get hurt, it’s easier to dissociate and just stay disconnected from everyone.
Every day is a new day. Every day, I choose to be kind. Every day, I choose to appreciate and value the people in my life. Every day, I choose to see the beauty in this world.
I could not stop thinking about how everyone was probably wondering why someone as charming as you would be with someone like me.
“Definitely both physical stuff and mannerisms. But mainly a mix between sexy, exotic, and smart. That is what got me.”
Aquarius: You are a humanitarian. You are friendly, original, and intelligent – it is a triple threat and it intimidates others. Stay honest and loyal no matter what others say or feel.
But if you are a sensitive soul, always remember that there is someone looking for you the way you are looking for them. And one day you will find each other, and every struggle and every heartbreak along the way will make sense, as it was bringing you closer to your person.
You know it is not love when you do not enrich each other’s lives or make each other a better person. Does having this person in your life enhance your life? Do you have shared values and priorities, which is a vital part of a long-lasting relationship? Because when you love someone, you respect their values and you have similar priorities in life.
Little by little, I showed you the ugliness inside me. I introduced you to my wounds that would never heal, hoping you would pull away. Instead you showed me your flaws too, but I just admired your beautiful heart.
After years of struggling with self-image and weight, I know exactly how it feels to be that woman who feels guilty, unworthy, and unloved.
No one told me how much I would keep looking for you everywhere, while knowing in my heart that I would never find you.