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That is when the struggle began. I felt like a character out of Star Wars with a lightsaber. Deflecting incoming blasts and defending my energy field. Once I concentrated on one area, I felt it trying to sneak into another area. This went on all night. On the recordings from the night, you can hear me tell my boyfriend that he is trying 30 ways under the sun to get to me. Hours pass and you can hear me jolt out of my sleep and jump out of the bed. That is because I had been touched. You can hear my boyfriend ask “I guess 31 worked.” To which I reply “Huh?” as I am panting and gasping for air.
He went on to reiterate what I had said earlier…and that the 31st way must have worked. He found it funny. I did not. Unless you have been touched by a spirit or in this case, something else…there is no way I am going to be able to explain it in a way that you are going to understand it. It is just something that goes all the way to your bones. It is electric and shocking. It is in that split second all of your humanism dissipates and you are just a soul in a 3rd dimensional world without a shell. No protection. Vulnerable. To say it is intense is an understatement.
