You know I’m not good in conversation. I let you do all the talking because my mind moves faster than I can speak and I can never find the words I really want.
I was fine before you, and I would be fine after you. Do I want you? Yes of course, more than anyone or anything. But do I need you? Absolutely not.
Ok, this time I am really going to use this check sensibly. I’m going to pay all my bills immediately so I won’t stress about it… But let me just see if that Lush top is still on sale.
“Let me check my calendar”
It’s been 26 years and I still can’t figure out what truly makes me happy.
I guess I didn’t prepare for how terrifying it is to feel totally and completely attached to someone else.