Try to take care of your heart, as well as your body.
They hate him for you because your heart can’t seem to.
I tell you I love you. We attend my best friend’s wedding and I catch the bouquet. After the wedding, I dump you again, telling you I’m not ready. But I come back, because I know you’re so wrapped up in me, you’re going to take me back. You stupid boy.
You could pin me down and slit my wrists in long thin lines, watch the blood pour from my veins in a waterfall — and I would still love you.
Your overall attitude has changed. You used to trust everybody. You used to see the glass half full and to love life whole heartedly. But now, a part of you is broken.
Instead of second guessing what you are doing wrong in your relationship, you might want to make sure you are actually in the wrong first.
You are blinded with your romanticized ideas of who he is
You keep making excuses for them. Stress. Unemployment. Problems with the ex, health issues, or financial woes. But here’s a newsflash for you: Your partner is simply an asshole. End of story.
Allow yourself time to grieve. Be gentle with your own heart. Don’t scold it, don’t tell it it should have known better.
Men like you are the reason she’s tough. The reason she learned not to trust every pretty face.