“We’re all lonely for something we don’t know we’re lonely for. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we’ve never even met?”
“I’ll never be as loved as I was when I was pregnant, but I don’t want to bear the thought of losing another life from inside me. I’m done.”
I was perpetually in a state of stress and anxiety over everything, and it drained me so viciously, that there were times where I couldn’t even get up to go to class.
As the story goes, if you look Old Jim in the eyes, he’ll come to your cell and kill you. More than one inmate had been found mutilated in their cell over the years. Even with the cameras in place, there was no evidence that anyone had been in the cell aside from the victim.
“I honestly feel no connection or love for either of them.”
1. I’ve been contemplating suicide for multiple months now.
For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.
“Suicide is the most sincere form of self-criticism.”
Technology has made it easier for us to communicate with one another.
Growing up, I would hear the same line constantly: “Our family had a history of mental illness and depression, and that’s why this or that happened.”