Maybe this is why you feel different than other girls?
Your patterns became habits because of repetition. In order to rewire your brain and break up with all those unconscious thoughts that have driven you in the past, you must repeat new behavior.
I focused too much on my failures, without realizing how necessary they are. Failures aren’t your reality; they are your past. They are the beautiful scars you carry around that demonstrate just how much you’ve outgrown yourself.
Creativity wants to come out in play if you feed it just a little bit every day.
I’m going to therapy to love myself harder. To treat myself better. To care for myself in ways that no one else can. I’m going to therapy to love parts of myself that I haven’t found compassion for yet. I’m going to come to terms with my mistakes, and to accept me for me. The good and the bad parts.
This year, 2017. Start giving yourself some credit. Start giving yourself your 100%.
Look at failure as a stepping stone to success.
If anxiety were a person, this is what I would say to him. I would beg him to get out of my head, to let me go. I would shout at him like he was an ex boyfriend saying, ‘leave me the fuck alone, just go’. But anxiety didn’t care what I thought. Anxiety didn’t care what I wanted at all.
Your skeletons and shadows do not need to be shut away. Your demons and darkness do not need to be destroyed. They need to be understood. They need to be accepted. They need to be loved. Unconditionally.
A single book can unlock an idea, start a business, generate a change, seal a life decision, open you to a new perspective, prepare you for some unknown adversity that lies around a curve in the road.