All the pain in the world is for me, Give it all to me
You miss being carefree. Not giving a damn. When you didn’t know what sadness felt like. You miss not knowing what pain was. What loss was. What longing was.
It’s feeling empty that makes you lonely.
there are 38 missed
calls. the window which looks out
into the street is closed, and for
no reason at all, you spend the
afternoon looking at the shadows
You’re looking at them and wondering how this could possibly happen. It is because the heart forgets. Don’t let it.
Losing you felt like a car accident that had been waiting to happen to me my whole life and I had constantly swerved to avoid it.
I know the consequences. If I don’t go to class, I could fail the course. If I don’t brush my teeth, I could get a cavity. If I don’t text my friend back, I could lose them forever. But what does it matter? Right now, it doesn’t seem to matter at all.
You think of every moment you were told that you were selfish when in truth, all you ever did was give parts of yourself to everyone until you were empty
Yes, it is okay to feel blue without a reason. Even when everything is going okay — you sent in your assignment on time, your parents love you, your boyfriend or girlfriend gets you, you are the luckiest person alive — even then it is okay to feel sad.
I’m not lonely.