After experiencing incredible, returning to normality is difficult. You’re life becomes mundane. You’re no longer surrounded with new experiences and challenges, you now know what to expect everyday. It’s like a come down.

Tonight I don’t want to be OK, I don’t want to be fine and I don’t want to tough it out or be a fighter. I want to let my emotions win tonight, I want to set them free and I’m not going to numb them. Tonight I don’t want to be numb. I want to be sensitive and fragile and too much to handle.