ou aren’t supposed to see your friend in a casket.
The truth is she didn’t just lose you she lost herself trying to keep you.
It’ll be a double text you send. A triple like. Multiple snaps of something that reminds you of her. And you’ll see that she opened it but still hasn’t answered.
You lose her when she looks back and doesn’t see you coming after her.
But the hardest part is trying to move on when they don’t realize you are hurting.
It’s easier to pretend then call you out on your bullshit and tell you you’ve been a dick.
It doesn’t just come in waves it comes in tsunamis that never seems to let me catch my breath.
You keep going back to the same person.
When she’s trying to love again but still hurting, she won’t see herself the way you do.
Sometimes you have to grow apart from people you love to see if there’s any hope of growing back together.