She embraces solitude like it’s her security blanket. But it also clutches back. It holds her back from taking the first step, from getting to know them.
I pictured us in our house cooking and cleaning. I pictured us on vacations and holiday celebrations.
I wasn’t able to fully give you all of me because pieces of me were scattered in my past.
Do you know how bad that hurts to watch a man you built throughout the years, show what he learned with another woman?
You had this way about you, and I craved to learn more about you. You captivated my attention from the very beginning.
Allow me to be weak because it still stings. Allow me to embrace the weakness.
She doesn’t have any desire to spend time with anyone who doesn’t want to spend time with her.
Having other people voice concern about your mental and emotional health makes your panic spin out of control. For them to see your struggle and see what you have to go through every day just to get through life is terrifying for you. You would rather save them from seeing you like that.
So here is low and behold, he is afraid of commitment.
Find someone who understands your struggles. Someone who won’t judge you when your body shakes and your mind won’t shut up.