Dear woman, pick up your heavy burdens. You have dwelled long enough in your spaces of regret.
Sometimes it feels like you have everything but it also means nothing. Sometimes it feels like you’re only putting on a show and now you’re running out of ideas.
I have those days
More than I would like to admit
Days where I’m ready
Ready to go to sleep and not wake up
I said goodbye
For the sake of my mind
Death reminding us how fragile it is
Love reminding us how beautiful it can be
Time reminding us to not take it for granted
A Simple “I think we should break up”
Was all it took to end our relationship
But even though you do not love me anymore, there has never been a moment where I have regretted all that I have done for you
I love the way my mind dances with thoughts of you,
imagining the curve of your lips, the slight smirk of your smile.
I lost and I loved and I lost everything again and again
in the dark, i seek you out, thumbs to jaw, mouth to mouth. in the dark, it doesn’t matter where my hands go or how they still the second they feel your skin.