Do NOT under any circumstances allow yourself to enter casual sex with a close friend or somebody you already have any ounce of remote feelings for.
I still remember our inside jokes, the feeling of me wrapped in your arms, the sound of my name being spoken by your lips
“Only if she let’s me put my finger in her mouth after its been inside her.”
You don’t do this often, or maybe you do, but you feel it in your heart and more importantly, your pants: you’re about to have a one night stand.
“One dude I had sex with for the first and only time told me he loved me while we were having sex. The sex wasn’t even good.”
If nothing else comes of it, if you don’t end up in a real relationship with him, will you still be happy you slept with him?
I’m not the type of girl you pick up at a club or bar and take home with you. I’m not the type of girl to just sleep around for the fun of it. I don’t do one night stands and I don’t flirt with just anybody.
Sex can’t show you any of those things. All it can do is express my want for your body, but it doesn’t show you my need for your intimacy.
Somewhere on this godforsaken earth there must be a mint strong enough to erase your name from my lips.
Remember when you slid your hands up my skirt on the train ride home? When you whispered in my ear that you couldn’t wait to have me, taste me, make me scream.