Most importantly, thank you for helping me to pursue what’s important to me, as for too long I put that on the back burner while I focused on loving you.
I have felt every damn thing you are feeling right now. And it isn’t fun. It’s heartbreaking, confusing, desperate. Even the most innocent text becomes a sign of hope.
It took me less than one day to remove all traces of you from my life. It will, however, take me more than a lifetime to remove you from my mind.
Sometimes the pain will seep through your busy schedule. Let it in. But don’t let it ruin your day. Give yourself some time to be sad, but put a time limit on it and have a plan for immediately afterwards.
I forgive you for loving me less so I could forgive myself for loving you more than you deserved. It was a tough bargain but luckily, I could still see my worth.
It’s June and you keep disappearing like the butterfly I just want one picture of,
just some proof it existed, all I wanted was to know you still loved me.
I’d tell you that I’m sorry things didn’t work out, that I really thought it’d go differently. Even though I know I tried my hardest, I did everything you’re supposed to do.
The truth is, I’d never have fallen in love with you if you didn’t make me.
I used to take your breath away.
I resented you, but at the same time part of me hoped you’d come back because without you my life didn’t have the same meaning I thought.