I’m sorry I wanted to love you like you’ve never been loved.
Almost relationships are like the light at the end of the tunnel except you never get to the end. Almost relationships make you lost. Almost relationships are confusing.
Now a species obsessed with emojis, and swiping right for the hope of unattached sex.
Our generation is so obsessed with instant gratification, we want affection and connection immediately, often forgetting lasting relationships are work and won’t instantly come when you swipe right.
What if tomorrow comes and I’m no longer here? What if I leave tomorrow? What if I die tomorrow? Will you regret it? Will you finally understand that waiting is nothing but a waste of time?
The thing is, 9 times out of 10, they are stringing you along until they find the person who makes them want to settle down and commit. The person who they are sure of, and unfortunately that is not you — that is not us.
It’s not your fault that you didn’t see it coming. It’s not your fault that they lied.
Here is a joke… Two people decide they are going to get drinks next weekend. They text and reschedule, text and reschedule, text and reschedule… until eventually one of them dies of old age and the drinks are never had.
We’re too afraid to even ask for what we want, what we deserve, when it comes to love.
It was a vicious cycle, and I knew I had to stop it.