I know things seem hard right now. You don’t shine like the other girls, your heart is loud but you keep it quiet. You feel like you’re living on the edge of something incredible, something vast and life changing, but you’re just one step behind, just an inch out of reach.
Date a girl/guy that’s completely wrong for you. And learn what you deserve.
I’m sorry for hurting you, but I don’t want to take anything back. Because today, I’m happy. Today, I know that my life has purpose and my life is going somewhere.
Things changed. We grew up. How funny how few words can contain so much of us, of our hearts.
And you’ll tell her. How you miss her and how much you regret all the shitty things you did. And how you wish you could have made different decisions.
They don’t let their fear of failure hold them back. They reach for the stars, even if they secretly don’t think they stand a chance of grasping them.
Sometimes you can’t fix a problem. I’ve spent maybe at least 10% of my life trying to fix problems that have no solution. A problem should be an arrow, not a stop sign.
I got violently ill once from antibiotics and promptly shit in my leggings after trusting the fart.
“I always did things for my parents and for others. I never did anything for me. And that’s not a way to live.”
It’s impossible to determine how separate my illness is from me as a person. But I do know I can continue to improve if I take responsibility.