I am scared our memories won’t be enough and you will replace me.
i was so used
to me reminding myself
that i shouldn’t say too much
I would like to see myself in a place called home. As long as you are there, then that would be enough.
Do you still remember
what you said—
written in each kiss?
You’ll find your days empty and stagnant. You’ll start wondering what she’s been up to and when you start messaging her, you’ll be bothered by her silence.
I know I say being single is fine and that I’m fine, but on days like this when lovers are out kissing in public and all the T.V. ever plays are romance movies… I remember you.
What we had was toxic, you were toxic, but I didn’t try to stop it. Not really, anyway because I would have rather been with you – lost and happy, confused yet complete than live without you.
Something was missing, and it was more than your body next to mine sound asleep.
You don’t just get to come back into my life and think I’ll welcome you back with open arms because you know I still miss you. I might miss you, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to just give in. It doesn’t mean I’m going to be okay with you coming back into my life after all this time because I’m not.
I miss how I knew you would always be there. I miss the bestest friend I’ve ever had.