Remove the toxic. Whether it be a job, a friend, or a significant other, if something is draining you more than it is filling you then it is time to let whatever it is go.
All of those articles and essays you’ve read about “the love you deserve” and finding someone who loves you at your worst? Forget them.
New discoveries, experiences, people,
Things to consider– circumstances–
I, too wonder what keeps me going.
I don’t want to eventually become the girl without a voice. Neither do you, so if your stuck in a rut of lying because your terrified of people seeing the real you.
Those love songs you rolled your eyes at will have you singing along, those poetry books will have new meaning, even text messages will make you smile at times you never thought possible because you’ll be in love. You’ll be in love.
I’m done with pretending I’m ok with the excuses I have been given in the past. I’m kind of tired of it and a little bit pissed off if I’m being honest.
I look around at all the happy couples in my life and sigh. What do they have that I lack? Am I just not good enough? Not pretty enough?
Please bear with me in a lot of things as I am not easy to be with, but I also promise you tons of things.
Whenever someone says, “I’m dead inside,” they are saying, “I’m scared.” Something has happened to them in the past, or maybe a bunch of somethings, and they’ve decided it’s safer to build up walls.
“My mom takes pictures of every single food we eat and then has to tell her friends about it and by the time she’s done dinner is already gone!”