You’ll never know how much it hurt when you changed your mind; how much it hurt every time you changed your mind.
And so I sat in the windowsill of the Verizon store, stuck. I couldn’t leave or I’d lose my turn and I couldn’t run inside myself because it was filled to the brim with memories I wish hadn’t happened.
You’ll start to care about yourself again instead of making someone else the center of your universe. And though they may still take up about 99.9% of your thoughts, you still thought about yourself the other .01%. And soon, that will turn in to 5%, then 10%, then eventually you’ll become your first priority.
When they leave, it doesn’t mean they’ve forgotten you. They will still remember how you look when you’re reading a book and the face you make when you take that first sip of coffee in the morning. They will still remember the way you kissed them that one night and how you made them feel like everything was okay.
Break ups can be hard. For the ones going through the pain, I wish you all the strength. It is not easy but I can tell you this…
It turns you into a different person, a kinder person.
The thing was, it was forever life changing…just not in the way that you would have ever wanted.
I actually didn’t write this letter to come out as the good guy or a hero. But I am guilty of writing this letter to try and correct my mistakes.
It is when the words will flow like the tears she has cried for days. But it’s different with you.
My best friends hate him to this day. I used to think I hated him, too. But I realize now that he’s not totally to blame for my heartbreak.