Decide to tell him how you feel instead of keeping it a secret like you have been all along. Assume he feels the same. Allow yourself to hope.
But you forgot me.
At first, you will try to rekindle the dying embers, piece the relationship back together, and save it from going completely downhill. You will convince yourself that what you have with them is worth fighting and staying for.
You will look through your Facebook friend list, looking for a friend you feel trusted enough to tell things to but then realize all of them are not really homo-friendly.
It doesn’t make you love them any less, no matter how hard you try.
I’m embarrassed. I’m disappointed. I’m hurt. I’m scared. I’m sad. I’m relieved. I’m missing you. But most of all, I’m ready. I want out.
So I guess now I’m grieving, because it’s like you’ve died to me. I instinctively hold onto the guy you once were, but you aren’t the same person from the good memories any longer.
It was the memory of us that wouldn’t allow me to sleep at night. It was the remnants of mental images of us that caused me so many tears. It was the thought of us together that made this pain so excruciating.
If you overcome this intense of a hurt, there will be no more hurt that you can hardly overcome in the future.
Even though the future may look bleak, eventually you will get back to being happy.