Thank you for helping me realize what I’m worth as a person, that I should never settle. If someone as amazing as you can care so much about me, then I must be worth so much more than I thought.
A thousand scenes of our past dance through my head. All rationality is out of earshot, held below the surface, gurgling and pleading for a chance to reason.
I know I should just shut my phone off and continue living. I know after all this time, I shouldn’t still want you.
When you fall for someone who doesn’t know how to love, you eventually forget what love is or how it feels, you begin to love poorly, selfishly, you become stingy with your heart and you become stoic.
While she can logically look and realize that there was always something off, emotionally she couldn’t not give you her heart.
Today, right at this very moment, I have decided that I am done with unrequited love. I’ve had enough of it. I am done chasing, I am done vying for someone’s attention, I won’t beg for time and I will never let someone trample on what’s left of my barely-glued-back-together heart.
I think I still like you and I’m sorry.
Maybe it was the way I looked at you. you know, that look of compliance, affirming my status to you as easy, loose,
available, maybe I’m the one to blame.
When your love is as intense as they make it out to be in the movies, you either crash and burn or shine forever.
You gave all these people the one thing I really wanted. A fucking chance.