I like to blame the temperature for my behavior those months. It would be easier that way, to just shirk all responsibility and say everything that happened was on Los Angeles.
It’s an emptiness that creates discomfort. It lets us seep in our loneliness. It’s this great chasm, this void we’re trying to fill and we don’t even know what with.
What did you think your future was going to be when you were 13? Did you have dreams? Aspirations?
Boys are fragile. And you aren’t any different.
When you are lonely, let yourself be lonely. Stop trying to find something to fill the void. This is the universe giving you a moment to be with yourself.
She holds herself as if she’s waiting for someone to tell her how to move, how she should conduct herself.
We are afraid of our differences. We’re afraid of our flaws. We’re afraid of ourselves. We’re afraid of being ourselves.
Love is such a complex thing.
Sometimes we want to be alone and just forget about the rest of the world, and that’s not bad at all, but when we start closing ourselves up and not letting people come into our lives, then something’s not right.
I run my hands over your urn and have the strange desire to throw it against a wall, like I think you’ll be free somehow.