It’ll be a double text you send. A triple like. Multiple snaps of something that reminds you of her. And you’ll see that she opened it but still hasn’t answered.
It was because the first time you saw me, you said I was beautiful. It was because the last time you saw me, you called me perfect. If was because every time in between that, I believed you.
1. You’re not happy. You’re always crying. You’re feeling down all the time and it’s affecting your well-being, your productivity, your energy and your mood. 2. Your contact is diminishing.
It’s a goodbye without a word.
But the second you make me question my own worth, that’s when I stop trying.
Going from and us, a we, a them…to an I, a me…singular and alone in the world is scary and frightening when you have no control over it.
Their name stops appearing on your phone and then you start questioning yourself what you did wrong for this to happen.
Deep down, you know you’re okay. And as you walk with him to the bus stop, the conversation is light until a bus comes. He smiles, wishes you bon voyage. You ask him if you’re okay, if you’re good. He smiles and nods. He boards the bus, you walk home.
Nothing is ever going to remain the same. Everything is constantly changing, evolving and growing. And just like your relationships are changing, your heart is too. With goodbyes, comes growth. Growth in your core. Growth in your soul. Growth in your heart. And growth in your own self love journey.
I have to learn how to be okay with endings, how to smile as a chapter of my life closes, and how to let people go.