I hope you know that loneliness is not the antidote to heartbreak. I hope you know that pushing people away is not going to save you from their troubles.
It’s not that they dislike people. They just don’t like to be surrounded all the time. They have a very rich internal world and when there’s a ton of external stimuli, it can be draining.
Remember, this is the beauty of life – all is fluid, nothing remains the same.
The loss is just too heavy. Because in losing your significant other and in losing your partner, you also lost your best friend. And that kind of loss is just too painful for one human being to endure.
To the people who have seen me try to forget my worries with too much wine or too many kisses that didn’t mean a thing, thank you for telling me to stop. And thank you for loving me anyway.
I usually take the high road, but all I want to do is curse you out. I want to scream at you until my throat is raw. I want to make you understand what I’ve been going through over these past few months.
It may not be the easiest decision but the ones that are right rarely are.
As a self-proclaimed “guys girl” I always found it insulting when people utter the phrase “guys and girls can not be real friends.”
She is gentle and kind, but she will fight ferociously on your side. And when the day comes and you do find her, love her, and don’t let her ever know what heartbreak feels like.
But more than anything, thank you for making me feel safe in knowing that wherever life takes me, I can always come back to you. I can always find a home in you.